I am holding on to your medication, pulling it all together just makes me gasp.
We have something for everything. Including your oral chemotherapy Lenvima causing a horrendous reaction, aggravated the nerve endings of your still healing muscles after spinal stabilisation surgery - you were not able to move, ending up being mountain rescued down the stairs and taken to hospital, the rescue was appalling, and your hospital experience the worst ever.
I feel this experience of 3 days there, broke you.
You felt the same.
I can't let go of these just yet.
I am not sure why I can't.
I will know when.
Till then, I do my best every day to keep upright.
Where Did You Go?
Writing my way through the grief of losing my Husband in Nov 2021,
Dad April 2021 and
Mum September 2019.